Greetings I'll be on hiatus from now till mid-october. At which time I will return with my new life started and all the such. Things are going well. I am very happy with my decision. I am soooooo looking forward to spending the rest of my life with my best (male) friend in the whole world. :-) Brightest blessings to all!!!! posted by Lady_Indigo 9:34 PM Add a comment
ok just a quick note to keep everyone updated. - Steve has filed the papers for our divorce - I am seeing my lawyer on fri. - Haley and I are moving during the first week of October I guess that is about it. posted by Lady_Indigo 2:31 PM Add a comment
The Friday Five 1. What is your biggest pet peeve? Why? Stupid people. The kind that constantly have to tell you what they have done inorder to pump up their egos. They type who act like mayrters and gett off by telling everyome about it. 2. What irritating habits do you have? Hummm... I say I am sorry a lot, even for things that do not involve me or weren't caused by me. Also I tend to leave my socks and shoes where I took them off. Which by the way isn't usually the same place everyday. 3. Have you tried to change the irritating habits or just let them be? Yes I have tried to change the sock issuse (I kept losing a lot of socks) Now I try to take them off at the same place everyday and keep all my socks together. 4. What grosses you out more than anything else? Why? Seeing other people vomit. I can't handle it. I start to gag, my eyes water and next thing you know I am running for the porceline god. 5. What one thing can you never see yourself doing that other people do? Those crazy free fall ride things at the beach. That is just insane!!!! I would never do one of those!!!! posted by Lady_Indigo 8:19 AM Add a comment
forms, forms, forms.... Ahh I just love filling out the begining of year forms. It is the same thing every year. I suppose it is needed but my goodness couldn't they just mail everything to you over the summer that way they don't bring everything home all at once. Also if you have more than one child in school it sure would be nice to do it that way. Oh well. The kids had homework tonight and did it without complaint. I think being back to school has done wonders for Cam (even though it has only been 2 days) He really thrives under structure. I think this year will be great for him. Haley is doing fine as well. She and all the other girls are back to being tempramental. Today I like you but tomorrow I wont kind of crap. posted by Lady_Indigo 7:37 PM Add a comment
For Now Well for now I am afraid I cannot devote as much time to excersising as I wish to. With everything that is going on I just don't have the time. I am going to try to at least take the kids swimming twice a week though. I feel like crap My diet has been less than stellar lately. I have managed to get off the mostly protien less carbs eating trend and now I feel like crap. I feel so weighted down and blah. I must use my will power (of which I have none) to fight off the carb cravings. I'll try harder the rest of the week. Maybe I'll be feeling better by next week. Divorce Yep that's a divorce alright. Wow I can't believe it is actually happening. Steve spoke to his lawyer today. I need to call mine asap. We have most of the details worked out so it shouldn't be too much trouble. All that is left if trying to deal with the money issues. And considering that I contribute 1/2 the income this will be no small task. The kids seem to be dealing with this pretty gosh darn well. I have tried to explain things to them as simply as possible. They are going to be split up. Cameron will live with Steve and Haley will live with me. This hurts me to end. My heart breaks everytime I think about it. But I won't take Cam away from Steve. We have worked out a visitation schedule, so I will have to be positive and look forward to the time we get to spend together and not dwell on the time we don't. Ok I am crying now so I better stop here. posted by Lady_Indigo 8:26 PM Add a comment
Back to school Today is the first day of school for the kids. They are so excited. Joe went into work early for me so I could be here to do Haley's hair and see Cameron off as well. I hope they have a great day. Life Well I have told my dad and step-mom about my impending divorce. Md dad told me that he still loves me and that I am not a disapointment. Also that he loves me and understands that I have to do what is right for me. There is so much more I want to write about but I am going to wait a awhile to share everything else that has been going on. posted by Lady_Indigo 6:09 AM Add a comment
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